Goddammit and now I’m crying from frustration and I never cry from that.
I hate needing to fix something but not knowing what I can do to make it right.
I just want my best friend to have a great day for once without having someone fuck it up at least once. I want it to be so that she doesn’t just have to accept the fact that people are going to fuck things up; it needs to be that she has a great day that’s truly great. And I don’t fucking know what to do to fix that.
I just wanted today to be a good day for everyone. Was that so much to ask for?
Someone please just give me a break from everything and ease my mind.